So, as I mentioned on the title of this post, it's been a pretty terrible year for me, in one too many aspects, but I put more emphasizing on my romance part of life. You know, works been tough for me, it took a lot of my time to have them be done on time, and maybe juggling may not be working as good as it was before.
Well, romance. Let's see, it's been almost 7 months since this year has started, and I haven't even been on a sort of seriously seeing someone. Those who I've been not serious, in quantity aspect, also has been dramatically dropped since the last... probably 5 years. I don't really have any certain reason why is this happening, maybe if I do, I wouldn't be writing about this and instead, making it up. Really, it's been really bad in a way that my friends been very confused about this, because usually every time they asked me who am I hooking up lately, I'll be spilling different names from time to time which in the end make them ask, "is this the guy you told me last time? Because this one sounds different." And these days, they'll be saying, "Really? Not even a guy? Where is this person that I knew? Are you in there?" I hope, from the example above you can understand the situation I'm telling you.
If I may recap from the beginning of this year, I would say I've been TALKING with three guys, and hooked up with one, which didn't went well since he both and I sort of the same person and he's not something, well someone, you want to date and introduce to your parents. Not to mention, he's nothing like any guys I've ever been with. Physically, emotionally, personally, and sense of style. Really bad. I mean, most of the guys would only strike two out of those four aspects, but this guy strikes all of them. I don't even understand how he managed to live with so many strikes.
Two months ago, I've been trying to 'retry' with my ex from high school. Like, it was such a brief relationship that I think really need a second chance to try, because honestly, I really liked him, but haven't reached the 'love' phase to stay with him when the person that I thought I loved came around. Well, yesterday my friend spilled some sort of bad news about this ex, which it seems that he's been giving a girl in his town some attention, something that he wouldn't do if this girl is just another girl. When I initiate the idea of 'retry'ing, he said that let's just keep this cool and look what the future say about this. I've been waiting for him to comeback to the city where we might be able to work out some stuff, but if this is the situation, I think I need to just overcome it and give myself more time to be just on my own.
Well, it's not much but I just feel like writing tonight. So, this is what it is. I don't even think anyone would read what I've been writing tonight, but writing for myself is not bad at all. Good night.
Well, romance. Let's see, it's been almost 7 months since this year has started, and I haven't even been on a sort of seriously seeing someone. Those who I've been not serious, in quantity aspect, also has been dramatically dropped since the last... probably 5 years. I don't really have any certain reason why is this happening, maybe if I do, I wouldn't be writing about this and instead, making it up. Really, it's been really bad in a way that my friends been very confused about this, because usually every time they asked me who am I hooking up lately, I'll be spilling different names from time to time which in the end make them ask, "is this the guy you told me last time? Because this one sounds different." And these days, they'll be saying, "Really? Not even a guy? Where is this person that I knew? Are you in there?" I hope, from the example above you can understand the situation I'm telling you.
If I may recap from the beginning of this year, I would say I've been TALKING with three guys, and hooked up with one, which didn't went well since he both and I sort of the same person and he's not something, well someone, you want to date and introduce to your parents. Not to mention, he's nothing like any guys I've ever been with. Physically, emotionally, personally, and sense of style. Really bad. I mean, most of the guys would only strike two out of those four aspects, but this guy strikes all of them. I don't even understand how he managed to live with so many strikes.
Two months ago, I've been trying to 'retry' with my ex from high school. Like, it was such a brief relationship that I think really need a second chance to try, because honestly, I really liked him, but haven't reached the 'love' phase to stay with him when the person that I thought I loved came around. Well, yesterday my friend spilled some sort of bad news about this ex, which it seems that he's been giving a girl in his town some attention, something that he wouldn't do if this girl is just another girl. When I initiate the idea of 'retry'ing, he said that let's just keep this cool and look what the future say about this. I've been waiting for him to comeback to the city where we might be able to work out some stuff, but if this is the situation, I think I need to just overcome it and give myself more time to be just on my own.
Well, it's not much but I just feel like writing tonight. So, this is what it is. I don't even think anyone would read what I've been writing tonight, but writing for myself is not bad at all. Good night.
